fuck

first week of jan was amazing,
but then as you know, good things don't last,
so the second week has really sucked.

i'm sick of misunderstandings, indifference, arguments, fighting,
disagreements, wait-lets-see-who-gives-in-first,
dont-give-in, ................... everything.
today i just decided to let everything go.

honestly, i've never felt more empty.
i'm at a point where everybody seems to be judging me for my actions.
oh when is amanda gonna get a job?
why is she goin' out to party?
she's such a slut
where are you going in life?
do something about it instead of watching tv

ok most of it comes from home, i'll admit. (forgive me for ranting)

maybe i am like that, but people are fuckin stupid sometimes.
nothing is ever good enough for us eh?
think about it, nothing is ever good enough.

i'll blog about more interesting stuff tomorrow
xo